CVII.
IT SUCKS NOT BEING SUPPORTED BY ANY OF THE PEOPLE YOU THOUGHT WERE YOUR FRIENDS. IT SUCKS LEARNING THAT THE PEOPLE YOU THOUGHT WERE YOUR FRIENDS REALLY NEVER WERE TO BEGIN WITH. IT SUCKS HAVING TO START OVER FOR THE THIRD TIME. IT SUCKS FEELING LONELY.
EVEN THOUGH IT IS HARD, THIS HAS MADE ME SO MUCH STRONGER. I HAVE TO BE STRONG, BUT I DON’T HAVE TO DO IT ON MY OWN ANYMORE. I HAVE MY TEAM AND MY FRIENDS BEHIND ME 100% AND IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE SUPPORTED LIKE THAT. IF IT WEREN’T FOR ALL OF THIS, I WOULD HAVE NEVER LEARNED THESE THINGS ABOUT MY LIFE HERE, OR ABOUT MYSELF. I WOULD HAVE NEVER OPENED MYSELF UP AND MET ALL OF THESE WONDERFUL PEOPLE OR BEEN ABLE TO GROW. FOR THAT I THANK YOU.
I’M IN A GOOD PLACE NOW. I AM STRONGER. I AM HAPPIER. I AM MYSELF AGAIN.
